An hour I have left so I can check all my social media. It has
been very weird because I feel I have more time to do other things to do. During May I don't have many things to do, just to be aware of my English class that I am taking. Putting more effort into has stopped me by not cheking my social media.
This afternoon I promised myself that I was going to do the effort to control my anxiety at not looking at what picture people uploaded or post of this day. A good example for me was when I went to the gym and I didn't check my social media at all as I normally check it. By getting into my social media I feel like I have more time to do things and pretty much saying that my time doesn’t go that fast as it go when I am using Facebook, Twitter or Instagram. Like while I was at the gym I was enjoying more while I was running and I could have more peace on my mind to think not about other rather than myself. The other thing that I experience was that right now one of the things that I am checking the most is Instagram because I have started dating this new girl and I wanted to see if she has posted any picture. I don't know why I have to check all the time on her pictures but I think is part of my world with social media that I always have to be aware of what people are doing. What I feel I have used the least is Twitter because right now that my dad has cancer the only spirit that I have is positive and I don't feel much like writing about what I am doing every moment or what have been thinking. I know people have been posting me things in Twitter saying that "I should remain positive" but it is really hard to always talk when your dad is in a hard situation.
This afternoon I promised myself that I was going to do the effort to control my anxiety at not looking at what picture people uploaded or post of this day. A good example for me was when I went to the gym and I didn't check my social media at all as I normally check it. By getting into my social media I feel like I have more time to do things and pretty much saying that my time doesn’t go that fast as it go when I am using Facebook, Twitter or Instagram. Like while I was at the gym I was enjoying more while I was running and I could have more peace on my mind to think not about other rather than myself. The other thing that I experience was that right now one of the things that I am checking the most is Instagram because I have started dating this new girl and I wanted to see if she has posted any picture. I don't know why I have to check all the time on her pictures but I think is part of my world with social media that I always have to be aware of what people are doing. What I feel I have used the least is Twitter because right now that my dad has cancer the only spirit that I have is positive and I don't feel much like writing about what I am doing every moment or what have been thinking. I know people have been posting me things in Twitter saying that "I should remain positive" but it is really hard to always talk when your dad is in a hard situation.
I believe that with one day I would not see the difference between being not being connected to my friends from home and other countries.
Comparing one day with one month I think there is a big difference and if I
don’t connect to Facebook or Instagram for a month I would fell less connected
to my friends and at the same time I would feel that I can kind of loose them because
of not being connected. I feel like I have that in common in myself that I do really care to be connected with other people and that is why it matters for me to be at least say "hi, how are you" every two weeks or three to all my friends. I have the mentality that we never know what is going to happend in the future that we would might need help from that person, so it is always been important for me to be aware of them. So leaving Facebook for a week or more of course would give me peace in my mind and I would not have to be attentive to anyone but, as I said, is a must to be in contact with my friends.
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